9 months.

For you my love-

You have completely changed me.

My path was fuzzy and unsure,

Then you came and renewed it.

I was a mess and could not trust,

But you brought back the best of me.

I know that I would not be the same

Without someone as special as you.

Silent

I'm on a roll today.
Blabbing and typing away.
But I just want to stop.
Let my world breathe for a moment.
Step away from all of this craziness.
To not think.
About anything.
Just for a moment.
I want everything to be silent.

9/11/01

10 years ago
I was little
and didn't know
that the world would change forever.
the planes hit
and i cried
but i didn't know the devastation.
looking back
I shutter
at the thought
of someone killing all of those people.
Now i grieve
with those that lost
and will always remember that day.

Logan.

Write me a poem that's straight from the heart.
I need to hear you say those sweet words to me.
I'm not strong enough without them.
Tell me how much you want me.
Make my heart skip a beat.
Explain to me the passion.
Explain to me the love you feel.
I want to know your heart.

6 years...

ugh. it has been almost 6 years to the date. Maybe that's why I am having dreams. I'm making it sound like someone died, but in reality 6 years ago I came alive. At the age of 15, I learned how to love and be apart of something bigger than myself. Now its over, and I have mixed feelings. albeit I am in a great relationship with someone I love very much, but i don't know that it will ever be completely over my first love.