this is more than i bargained for.

i can feel it building in my chest
and i cant run away from it.
i cant live without him,
but cant continue hurting.
what do i do?
tell everyone its okay
and fake a smile?
fight back the tears everytime
he reminds you things cant change right now?

...overwhelmed...

why I love you.

past the giddyness and lust,
there is comfort.
through the distance and aching,
there is peace.
It is rough now,
but there is a light
at the end.
And I have found it!
HE IS MY LIGHT.
(and I love him)

11/14/2009

Death is a funny thing. It brings up memories you havent thought of in years. Digs up emotions you never want to feel again. Death makes your heart ache for the person you have just lost. No matter how close you are to the person, Death hurts you. You want to protect those around you that are effected by it.

Psalm 9:9

I love you Mamma Emmer.